university lyfe...

assalamualaikum sumer....
dah lame gile aq x blogging nie...hahaha...
mane x nye ...bz memnjg...mengalahkan perdana menteri...
hohoho....akhirnye...dpt gak aku bkk internet kat cni..1st thing aku bukak ...
my beztfrenz blog...coz dier sgt pndi cerita..suke dgr cite dier...
hehe...ok..aku kat utp nie..hurm...agak berlainan dr kat mozac..aku igt nak hidop lepak2 kat cni...tp..adowh...manyak pning lorh...
huhu...ORAIT!!!
1st2 msk utp...aku dh bz gile dgn program...at 1st..agk bowink jugk dgn MINGGU ALUAN SISWA...ye r...dgn kunji2 caca r...duuga r...mcm2...plik2 blaka...well tue namanye TARIAN BDK UTP...haha..
anyway...ble dah lame2...join..rs best plax..MAS nie...then aku kene belakon plax tok malam pnutup MAS ...huhu..kne blakon pantomim...dpt watak bdk skema...(dowg nie cam tetaw je aku pny watak cm2 kat mozac dlu)...x psl2 jd bdk skema yg manje gle dgn mak bpk dowg...hahaha...DANIEL ANAK DTK JOHAN...dats me...apepown..enjoy r..media n technology club kat cni...gle advance..n gempax!! respek gle dgn dowang...plus dgn abg2 faci n akk2 faci yang supporting gle..sempoi jerk...thx to u all...!!!
pnt gile dok kt utp nie...asik kne jalan bermeter2..nak mam pown aku cam malas je...
anyway...i need to change..my holiday is already finish!!..now i must get 3.5 and above...pstu join memcm aktiviti...br besh...
hurm...tue je r kowt...
tok aween...blaja kat uitm bebaik...kate nak payback..i alwayz..will always supporting u..be with u...if u need my help...
to..all myfrenz...i wish u all da best...hope we will meet...at the arena of professional worker...dont u dare to 4get me...

MeRaYAu Ke SeReMBaN

lama aq x tulis blog aku nie...
hurm..huh...2 hari lepas...aku dah wat st keputusan yg paling gile skali dlm idop aku...
aku travel sgsowg smpi ke seremban +kl .......
haha...aku plan nak g uma membe aku...plus nk jumpe bztfrenz aku...
ye ar...1st meeting...x jd...aku x puas ati...becoz tue bkn diri aku yg sbnar...
so...aku nekad tok adekan 2nd meetg...
huh...aku dressing ...cam bese(actually luar biase)...then grak g kl....
huhu...at 1st..smpi..alhamDULLILAH...akhirnya...smpi gak aku kat cni...
aku grak g midvalley...huh..penat...bdn pnoh ploh!! ...
xp xp...perfume de...b4 meet...sembur r st badan...
then die suwo aku tunggu kat food court..aku tunggu je r...
jantung berdegup..dup dap..dup dap....(relax r wei...nak jmpe bztfrenz je powwn...)
then...aku nmpk die kat tgkt 3...igt nak terkejut brok kan dier...
tp x smpt la plax....last2 aku wat2 terserempak...haha...
tgk2 dier dtg dgn membe dier azzah...hehe..comel je membe dier tue...
huhu..then...ktowg troskan jalan2 kat pizza...
yummy!! bezt..pizza udang yang menarik perhatian...
aku pown makan dgn pnoh kesopanan..pdhal nak diikowtkan aku nie mam bersepah gile...
hehehe..prot sudah kenyang...ati sudah senang...ktowg pn bincang nak wat pe lpas nie..
hehe...ade st cadangan
"pe kate tgk wayang...cite xmen origins..."
azzah menunjukkan muke yg amat menunjukkan bahawa kte kene tgk wayang...
haha...tros r menuju ke tmpt wayang...
oleyh kerana pnjg nak kene beratur...aku pown g solat kjap...
otw...hehe..de r 2 org salesman...nak jual minyak wangi...
ttb je dier sembur kat aku...huh.!! gile tol...cmne aku nak slt kalo menatang nie de alkohol..
aku tny dier ..."bang,menatang nie de alkohol x?"...
dier wat muke bersalah...then ckp ade..ktowg pown smbg2 skjp...aduh...ttb membe dier ag sowg...
klihatan cube menggoda aku...
WEYH AKU LAKI LA...KO TUE LAKI GAK..!! COME ON R...
aku pown tros tny...kat ne musolla...then tros grak...
b4 dat smpt ag abg tue tny ..."kalo de mase dtg r sini ag"..
ceyh...x hingin aku...menakowtkan...
haha...
then...naik atas balik....
huh huh....midvalley nie besar amat!!
smpi tros amik seat...aku pown ltak r present ...sementara dier g tandas...
mr teddy...comel sgt...
dier amik...n ckp thx..n then..she hug da bear...from beginning until finish...
she likes da teddy so much n i happy with dat...
smpt bg name kat teddy tue...hehe
ms 2 rase bahagia sgt!!
then..ktowg pown kluar..g anto aween n azzah ke kereta dlu...
aku pown tros grak g seremban...time to go to ipin houze...
otw cari jln kuar..
ttb terlalu plax tmpt minyak wangi tadi...
dah laki menakowtkan goda aku ag...
dgn pnoh berkaliber...aq gtaw dier...
sowrie bang..membe sy dah mcg..suwo dtg cpt...
akhirnye terlepas gak...
smpi akhirnye ke seremban..cr membe aku...then aku smpi r rumah dier...
wah parents dier baik sgt...
hehe...best2!!
thx ea epain!!
then soknye...aku balik r muar...
it is HAPPENING JOURNEY b4 i go to university...
harap sgt dpt jumpe dier ag!!

BeRjALaN-JaLaN yAnG meMeNatKaN...

huh!!
aku x penah plan nak g shopping arie nie!!
yang aku taw...awal pagi aku bgn...solat subo...
then tolong susun paper cam bese...aku tgk cam gelap semacam jerk...
kompom penjg kedai paper aku x dtg...
so aku r kene ganti...
aku tgk hp...xd battery r plax...adowh!!
smpi sana...aku susun r paper cam bese...aku jg r cam bese...
huh!! aku x bwk MP3 r plax.....
abis r aku...MATI KEBOSANAN r aku...
haha...aku baca brita harian....aku nmpk...hehe..SUDOKU...
try r men...adowh...makin tensen r plax...
xp xp...aku cube..lagi...ttb...nature call!!
adowh...ade jerk mende plik jd kat aku!!....
xkan aku nak suwo surat kabo nie jaga diri sendirik...hurm...
ape aku nak wat yerk...last2...aku minx tulun pnjahit jagakan...
seb baik ok jerk..
aku balik dlm kol 1.oo...ttb..mak aku ckp...dowg nak g mlaka...
aku act. mls nak pg...tp ble tgk..almost semua family membe aku pg...
aku pown ikowt je r...
hurm...smpi sane...mak aku suwo cr barang yg aku nak...
aku cr kasut yg best2...tok wat pegi universiti nnt...
cari punye carik...aku pown terjumpe st kasut yg pd aku agak lawa...
dier cube memkat aku dgn godaan nye...















hurm...pd aku dier cantik gile!! ...aween kate smart!! kowang plax??
hehe...then...ktowg g jengjln...pg mahkota parade...dataran pahlawan...CaRreFour...
borong mcm2 barang dapur..act..x byk pown..cume berat!!
haha...then singgah uma akak aku...
smpi sana...aku tgk..atas meja..bermcm jenis makanan...
owhoho!! rupe2nye..de 'sambutan arie ibu'...hehe...
potong kek !!makan satay ...mushroom soup!! yummy!!
best2!! dimeriahkan oleyh anak2 sdare aku....
khaalish yang br blaja jalan...n akmal..
best2!! sesekali kumpul reramai mkan...
mmg best!! then..ktowg balik dgn kepenatan...

HuH..PeNaNtiAn BeRaKhiR..

huh...
setelah menanti...saat berganti saat...
detik berganti detik...
akhirnye...9hb mei ...telah smpi....n aku dpt...UTP!!!
YAHOOOO!!!!!
haha...act. xd surprise mane pown...coz a day b4 dat...i received a call from petronas..
"hello..boleyh saya bercakap dgn mohamad amiruzaki bin sanip"
"yea saya...."dlm ati...aku dah pk...adowh...pe salah aku dh wat nie!!!
"congratulations..!! u got an offer to UTP"
aku tergamam...wow!!! cita2ku nak msk UTP tercapai!!
gile r...ape dier ckp pas2 aku malas nak layan...
yg aku taw....aku dpt offer ke UTP!! haha.....
da 1st person dat i told was my mom...she looks so happy...
n...da 2nd person...hehe...i told aween...
dier kedengaran sungguh happy...aku suke sgt...bile dgr owg epy tok aku...
haha...thx u azzureen...
then...aku bakor segala dokumen matrix tue...wahahaha!!
keganazan!! aku sukekannye!!!
wahaha...tp...tue sume dlm khayaln aku jerk....
aku nak sgt bakor...tp taleyh...bising parents aku nnt...
haha....congrats to myself!!

PaGi YaNg BaSah...

hurm....
pagi nie...aku bgn dgn pnoh kemalasan...cam bese tulun bisnez paper parents aku....
haha..arie nie dh r ttp awal...pstu lmbt plax tue...srtkabo ssh r nak abes ini macam...
sikit r untung dpt...hurm..xp la..rezki di tangan ALLAH...kite berserah jerk...
huh....lpas aku tulun..aku dh cergas sikit...so aku pg r jogging...
slaloo pg dgn membe...ari nie...pg sengsowg r...
angin bertiup sepoi sepoi bahasa jepon...sedap je angin nie..rs cam malas jerk nak jog....
dok kat c2 pown dah best...haha...
kugagah kan kakiku...
kumulakn langkah berlari-lari anak ayam....
aku jog....nmpk owg menari poco2..
aku jog lagi..nmpk apek nga jog....
aku jog lagi...nmpk kapel nga jog...
jelez gak aku tgk kemesraan mereka berdua...
bak pinang di belah dua...
haha...
hurm....dowg jog slow je...
ye r...dowg dah tue...xkan la nak lari laju2...
hurm...kemudian...datang satu makhluk...yang menakowtkan...
aku percepatkan larian....
huh...AWAN HITAM...
pg tadi br jerk dgr brite ustaz mati kene panah petir...
huh...gile2...
tp cmne pown...aku mesti abiskan 3 lap...
seb baik smpt...
tp....on da way back...hujan dah lebat...
aku pown pecut r...ala2 mat rempit yg br ragut beg wanita hamil...
adowh...hujan memanah-manah...sakit bdn aku...
ttb...moto aku majok plak!! mati tgh jalan....
adowh...start2...x idop2....aku singgah kat tmpt JPA....
tmpg bertdoh...smbl try idopkan moto....
akhirnye..stelah aku pujuk moto aku....dgn belaian pnoh kemesraan....hidop akhirnye!!
yeah...!!! aku smbg merempit...smpi pown kat uma...
huh...
taw td..x ya pg jog...baget rajin r...
hehe....xp xp....sok result ptronas kuar...ade ag...22 jam 38min....
kalo x dpt...matrik r jwbnye!!..menghabiskn sisa2 idop kat uma dgn lbh bermakne...
huhu...
ok r.....

MaLaM YaNg AgAk MuRaM..

hurm....
hurm...huh...lagi 3 hari...aku akan msk matrik...
cuti spm...terlalu...sekejap...hurm...kalo dlu...cuti PMR....terasa gak cam lame...
ye r...ms cuti PMR dlu...aku abiskan cuti kat kmpg...
awal2 try gak cr keje...tapi...xd la plax...kurang besor r....haha
kat kmpg...aku rs best sgt...dgn nenek kesygn aku...n aku punye sepupu yang kecik2 n comel2 bangat....
aku dok sana...bkn perabis boreh...aku..dok kutip kopi!!
haha...tah cmne aku bleyh tergerak nak kutip kopi kat kmpg....aku pown tataw....
tapi best r...dok kutip bijik2 kopi...dok ngankowt kopi...act. aku cari duit...tok bli kamera ms tue...
aku igt keje gini dpt la duit sikit...wat bli kamera..
tapi...2 diantara pengalaman yg aku taleyh lupe...pagi dok kutip kopi...
ptg tengok cite nabila(mutiara hati) smbil mam lempeng buatan arwah nenek aku...
mam dgn adik2 sedare aku....windunye waktu tue...
berebut2 tue...siap ade yg mengamuk2 x dpt lempeng.!! haha...
best best!!
hurm...bile igt balik aku rs sdeyh plak...nenek aku dah kembali ke RAHMATULLAH setahun selepas tue...(sedekah fatihah yerk)
huh...bertmbh sdeyh r plax...
aku bakal abiskan cuti SPM....x taw nak rs epy ke sdeyh...
epy..sbb dpt blajo balik(what da ... ???!!! PENIPU JE LEBIH!!!)
sdeyh...sbb kene tgglkan katil n bantal yg jadi peneman setia aku...
x kira pg ataw ptg...
siang ataw malam...
stiap saat.....
stiap detik....
GOOD BYE bantal busyuk!! ....
x dpt r aku callg smbl plok ko ag!!
aku plok bantal len plak!!
SOWRIE bantal busuk....aku terpakse menduakan ko!!
haha...kalo aku bwk bntl tue...g matrix...abis lari dormate aku...
SO SORRY bantal busyuk!!
then...NO MORE INTERNET...
NO MORE CHATTING....
NO MORE MOVIE...
NO MORE COMICS...
yang ade...hanyelah buku....cermin mata...meja study...
n jadual kuliah....
adowh..
hurm...TAPI...tue semua KALAU AKU MASUK MATRIK...
mudah2an...aku dpt..msk..UTP...
doakan aku ye kawan2!!

CeRPeN SeMpEnA HaRi IBu-A Mother's Sacrifice

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... she was such an embarrassment. My mom ran a small shop at a flea market. She collected little weeds and such to sell... anything for the money we needed she was such an embarrassment. There was this one day during elementary school.

I remember that it was field day, and my mom came. I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me? I threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school..."Your mom only has one eye?!" and they taunted me.

I wished that my mom would just disappear from this world so I said to my mom, "Mom, why don't you have the other eye?! You're only going to make me a laughingstock. Why don't you just die?" My mom did not respond. I guess I felt a little bad, but at the same time, it felt good to think that I had said what I'd wanted to say all this time.

Maybe it was because my mom hadn't punished me, but I didn't think that I had hurt her feelings very badly.

That night...I woke up, and went to the kitchen to get a glass of water. My mom was crying there, so quietly, as if she was afraid that she might wake me. I took a look at her, and then turned away.

Because of the thing I had said to her earlier, there was something pinching at me in the corner of my heart. Even so, I hated my mother who was crying out of her one eye. So I told myself that I would grow up and become successful, because I hated my one-eyed mom and our desperate poverty.

Then I studied really hard. I left my mother and came to Seoul and studied, and got accepted in the Seoul University with all the confidence I had. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. Then I had kids, too. Now I'm living happily as a successful man. I like it here because it's a place that doesn't remind me of my mom.

This happiness was getting bigger and bigger, when someone unexpected came to see me "What?! Who's this?!" ...It was my mother...Still with her one eye. It felt as if the whole sky was falling apart on me. My little girl ran away, scared of my mom's eye.

And I asked her, "Who are you? I don't know you!!!" as if I tried to make that real. I screamed at her "How dare you come to my house and scare my daughter! GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!" And to this, my mother quietly answered, "oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared. Thank good ness... she doesn't recognize me. I was quite relieved. I told myself that I wasn't going to care, or think about this for the rest of my life.

Then a wave of relief came upon me...one day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. I lied to my wife saying that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went down to the old shack, that I used to call a house...just out of curiosity there, I found my mother fallen on the cold ground. But I did not shed a single tear. She had a piece of paper in her hand.... it was a letter to me.

She wrote:
My son...

I think my life has been long enough now. And... I won't visit Seoul anymore... but would it be too much to ask if I wanted you to come visit me once in a while? I miss you so much. And I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I decided not to go to the school.... For you... I'm sorry that I only have one eye, and I was an embarrassment for you.

You see, when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with only one eye... so I gave you mine...I was so proud of my son that was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye. I was never upset at you for anything you did. The couple times that you were angry with me.

I thought to myself, 'it's because he loves me.' I miss the times when you were still young around me.

I miss you so much. I love you. You mean the world to me.

My world shattered!!!

Then I cried for the person who lived for me... My Mother